Update , and other stuff <♡♥

So this is an update i guess...i have been thinking of doing reviews of products that i have used , that are my fravourite or that i dislike  . It will probably be up soon .Also i will also be uploading randomn post of randomn stuff , well its not like i have not upload randomn post .

This is happening because i will be using this app that just give me randomn topics to write on . Sort of like practising my writing skills , because my tense and grammer are crappy and by practising i hope i can improve on my writings skills , plus with this  i can write understand more of myself , so yeah <♡

Enough of updates , recently my mother has been obsessing over the fact that i have to sleep early . Honestly sometimes i wish i could but the truth is i am a night owl.

In the  day im like totally on full blown procrastinator state, unmotivatednat all .  Just do not feel like doing anything other than sit in front of my computer watch english television shows , runningman , manga , anime , eat , and stare blank into the openess . Of course that is when im at home , though at school i am quite focus . ;0

Anyways at night /evening its different , i feel like i can concentrade better focus more and think better , its quiteter too. Often then not , i start my homework at around evening , at times when i have tons of homework or i got to revise for test . It usually drags to 1am to 2 am ...

Tee hee..

I know it is all excuses :p

I understand what she getting at though , i know staying up late but...you know :p its like smoking ,i guess. You know its bad but you still ended up smoking  ..heh heh
Just to be clear , i am not smoking but my grandma smokes so i kind of understand . Plus i hate the smell of smoke , i have been living with my grandma from time to time . So , yeah ....

Then again i will try to sleep early , probably ..

Well , i am going to have my n level soon pretty nervous about that too . So will upload as much as i can before that period when i have absolutetly no time at all . For my future i have a direction where i want to go .

I love books especially this that belongs in the fantasy romance ,supernature genre , novel (english or chinese ) and i love writing definatly not a journalist or a news broadcaster.  I dont think i have the material for it but i want to have a job that is ralated to books or writing .

In my previous post , i did mention that i wanted to enter teacher , for now the option remains open but i am still thinking if i have the patient and passion for teaching like i thought i have . I may or may not have it, still figuring it out . One thing for sure is that i want a job where i enjoy and are  comfortable in .

So i got an idea where i am going , let see where life take us , for the time being i will workhard ^^

Fighting !!!

-katherinehokahyee

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Myself at age seven

I do not remember much about myself at age seven but there is this one incident i probably never forget . From what i recall at that time it was my first day of primary school , i was primary one . It was a combination of nervousness and anticipation , everything went by in a blur .

Except for that incident that happen in the toilet , i was washing my hands after i have finish my business . When suddenly out of no where a pair of hands grab me by the shoulder and pull me into the stalls . It was a indian girl that was obviously taller than be probably a primary 6 student , she push me against the side of the toilet stall position herself at the door blocking my only escape route .

She said : "give me your money ."
I did the exactly opposite of what normal people would do when i reply "sorry , i cant " thinking back ,Surprisngly she did not beat the shit out of me . If i were the robber i probably do just that , but then again the fear of being beaten or even the idea of being beaten have not cross my mind when i refused her. Well i was a slow kid back then .

She begged "please , just give me your money , i have no money "
she went on to show me her empty wallet to back up herself , which was just straight up strange .
"Sorry i cant "i knew that if i gave her my one dollar , i would have to starve . Back then my family was not well of . My pocket money was just one dollar enough for a bowl of porriage and that was my lunch .

Just then a voice eco , i dont who that voice belongs to , let just say my memory was a little fuzzy , but it probably belongs to my teacher that came looking for me . It manage to scare the indian girl who ran away as soon as she heard the voice and i was saved by the bell , literally or should i say save by the voice .

Though we did take it up to the principal but the girl was never caught . I wonder how is that indian girl doing , i wonder as i wrote this if she will remember me if we were to stood face to face ...

And to think i was all hyped up for my first day of school , and then i was robbed . Perfect ...

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It have been forever since i posted but quite proud of myself for not just abandoning the blog writing and i am personally guilty of wanting to start a journal and then giving up afterwards ..

I feel that what really motivated me to actually write and stuff is when i'm inspire or in a very emotional place etc. pissed / hot mess :P

Anyways i also write poems in my thumblr account : http://www.tumblr.com/blog/iluvandy

 

lately , i have been good namely not bad , been trying out different things . I guess 2014 will be a start of something new and special , well that s what i felt like anyways ..

Guess what i'm the vice - chair of the class which is kinda special and peculiar from what i normally do which is what i wanted . I normally tend to shy away from leadership roles or any responsibility in class namely because i am lazy and think that managing people is pain in the ass /troublesome which i still do but working on a different mindset .

I want to try new thing , take up new roles have a feel , a experience of being a leader . Smile a little more , learn to love myself , treat myself right and to believe in what i am ,  not what people think i should be . Its what a new year does to you , make you want to move on .

Art has been bugging me the coursework A.K.A the preparatory study is stressful and doesn't really allow much of the moving-on-your-own-pace , which i am used to when i do art .

I mean come on art needs time ! -p

oh , i have recently been to a musical where my school organized and produced it was generally okay but meh for my taste . so we also have lots maybe not lote but a few i was thinking to stay of those performance since after the musical my wallet is feeling lighter than before but well seeing as my friend -classmate -sorta best friend are like urging us to buy the ticket for the band performance and i have never really been to a band performance .

so i was like hmmm okay sure , why not :O plus my teacher are kinda the band teacher/ instructor so gotta support :Lately , i have been good namely not bad , been trying out different things . I guess 2014 will be a start of something new and special , well that s what i felt like anyways ..

Guess what i'm the vice - chair of the class which is kinda special and peculiar from what i normally do which is what i wanted . I normally tend to shy away from leadership roles or any responsibility in class namely because i am lazy and think that managing people is pain in the ass /troublesome which i still do but working on a different mindset .

As always love yourself , remember that out of the million sorta sperms you won the race and you are freaking awesome , amazing and unique :P

-katherine ho kahyee