I feel like crap on some occasion but still hanging .Though I am kind of worried that I might not catch up my studies since I will be absent for like two days in a row due to migraine and nauseous in my stomach . And no I am not pregnant in case you are wondering .
So during this home stay, out of the bloom my grandmother suddenly asked me if I have any friends that would message me or call me if I were sick. I have no Idea why she asked me but anyway back to the story . which I would totally not thought about if it wasn’t for my grandmother .
And of course and went on to telling her that I have friends but not all of them are very close like not all of them are in the same class which in other wards translate to no BFF . I will happily spill out my heartbreaking stuff on my BFF in my future entries .-see the love and devotion
Back to the topic I began to get my hopes up like kept wondering if maybe just like one or maybe two would at least message me ask if im okay well it turn up to major disappointment which reminds I wish I could just wish upon a little star and than a good trustworthy BFF that wouldn’t constantly shove me excuse and lies would drop from the sky.
Well I am quite disappointed but I did told myself to keep my hopes so I wouldn’t be as let down as I would be , yet a part of me cant help but hope . Geez , I need a BFF . So I will end of this entry with a quotations by orson welles that totally summarize my feelings . Sooner or later I will meet the right BFF I think well know I sound so depressed :1 still kinda sad since no one message me :(
We're born alone, we
live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we
create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.
Orson
Welles
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